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Saturday, April 12, 2003

Birthday

another year
an eye blinking
didn't I used to be
a child?
what am I now?

2/14 (26)

.: posted by Almost 20 Years Later 12:02 PM


TRUST

treachery devours light in the world like a
rabid, hateful beast. Leaving our souls
useless for anything more than defeat and
sadness, which hang onto us like schackles.
But the day of triumph is coming. We will
live again with love in our hearts, trusting
each other as the family we are.

1/26

.: posted by Almost 20 Years Later 11:56 AM


Trust

close your eyes
and fall backwards
I'll catch you.
remember that game,
and the first time
you hit the floor.
how you thought nothing
could ever
hurt as much or
be as hard
as picking yourself up
and trusting again.

until the first time
you fell in love,
then realized
it had to end.

1/26

.: posted by Almost 20 Years Later 11:41 AM


Trust

how do you know
the truth from
what you see?
Do you turn
it all into
what you want
life to be?
Do you try
to determine
what's shady
from
what's real?
Do you wait for
the comfort
of mass
judgement,
or follow
how you feel?
Can you trust
what's inside
when you see people
bleed?
Then you know
ther's no real
difference
between
what's in you
and what's in me.

1/26

.: posted by Almost 20 Years Later 11:36 AM


integrity - (1) soundness of moral principle and character; uprightness; honesty (2) state of being whole, entire, or undiminished (3) sound, unimpaired, or perfect condition

Where would I use this work in describing Who I Am? Would there be a place for it at all? (1/24)
Have I become jaded? Have I given up? Do I even know what the truth is anymore? Why do I feel
like life is passing me by, while time is standing still? (2/1)

.: posted by Almost 20 Years Later 11:12 AM