Sheame On MeJust a place where I let my brain leak out... Tuesday, June 03, 2003i knew what i was going to say when i started this, but now i can't think of a damn thing. i can't believe i am finally going to be OUT OF THE NAVY!!! it feels like i have been waiting my entire life for this. i have no clue what i am going to do with myself, though. i suppose i am going home. i didn't really want to do that, home scares me, but i don't see what other options i have. i am going to put something together, so i can get back to music. i don't feel whole right now. i don't even know who i am anymore, i feel hollowed out. i have made some choices of late that have been fairly abusive to me, making this journey more difficult and less joyful. i will get away from those kinds of things. i will sing, i will write, i will turn myself inside out to heal the world... but first i will heal myself.
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